So scared for what’s to come……
- spring: black clothes
- summer: black clothes
- autumn: black clothes
- winter: black clothes
My biggest fears:
Losing a love one to death.
Me dying without knowing what true love feels like. That cant live without consuming love.
Thinking of that being a possibility, absolutely kills me. I think about it very day and ask myself why? Am I not worthy of true love? Of that fairytale dream. And I know that everything in life isn’t rosey and peaches but to have that true love in your life who will fight whatever rocks are thrown your way with you is better then fighting them alone.
I don’t wanna die without hearing ” I love you Yadira and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”
Please god don’t take me. Please.