Back into it…Or atleast trying
Today was my first day back at the gym. Man did I feel like the new girl in a new school! Like do people know it’s not polite to stare?! I know what they were all thinking: Poor little fat girl, doesn’t know a thing about fitness. Well I don’t know it all but I do know some!
Ugh. First thing I did was weighed myself: not going to lie after seeing that horrendous number I wanted to run into that bathroom and make myself throw up!! Why had I done this to myself!! Why why why! After a minute or 2 of sulking in my despair I hopped on the treadmill and plug my earphones into my ears, full blast playing the song SELFIE.
That’s when I realiZed if I EVER wanted to take another selfie without looking like a fat cow, I best SHUT THE FUCK with the complaining and stick to this shit.
I’ve decided for every day I workout, I will put $1 in piggy bank and at the end of the month I will put that money towards makeup I wouldn’t normally buy like smashbox, Chanel, NARS, DIOR, UrbanDecay, Tarte, etc!!
I almost feel like a dog being rewarded with something. But hey if I wanna get shit done I must. I will hopefully be posting my after workout blog everyday on here. Hopefully it will motive some of you that are struggling with this whole trying to lose weight, gain more confidence, get awesome abs/legs/butt/arms THING. WE CAN DO THIS!!!
READY. SET. SQUAT!! Until tomorrow